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I just don't know by animemama12, literature

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I just don't know

I don't know where I'm going anymore, The path ahead is just so far, I can't see the end of the tunnel, Or the footsteps i was following. I don't know what i'm doing, This is all so new, I don't know if i'm doing this right, or if i'm just dooming myself. I don't know who I am, I think I do and then i can't remember, Everyday i'm a different reflection, And it's hard to know yourself, When everyone wants different things from you.

Where did I go wrong by animemama12, literature

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Where did I go wrong

Where did I go wrong Oh I know I fell in love But instead of lifting me You let me fall My wings retracted And I crashed to the ground Breathing again was a dream And pain instead was my every moments breath I still can't fly I'm still drowning I still look at the cars, Memories cascading into my brain So much pain, so much emptiness All I knew was loneliness And that I needed you I wanted you And you never felt the same I still don't understand And that hurts me the most.

Endless Love by animemama12, literature

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Endless Love

Darkness threatens when I can't think straight like a drunk man full of sadness my mind plays tricks on me. But your there saving me from my cracked mirror and broken view of reality. You hold my sorrow until it turns to warmth and kiss away my worries replacing them with dreams. When my mind snaps and my world turns into a twisted mirage your there for me with understanding eyes and your endless love.

Why? by animemama12, literature

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Why?

I wake up to a living nightmare, I blink twice and look down at my wrist, it's been sliced as if it could fix my problems. I find it hard to open my eyes, because tears have sealed them shut, so i can no longer see the ugliness of this world. I try to get up, but my heart is too heavy, and I just fall back down, and I think to myself "why?" but then the answer comes back to me, "because you deserve this pain"

Recurring nightmare by animemama12, literature

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Recurring nightmare

I walk towards the house and start to slow down. A chill goes through the air and my breath sticks in my throat, but I'm not sure why. I start to shake as I turn the knob. The living room is dark and stuffy. I close the door quietly behind me and turn on the light. The room is in disarray but I remember leaving the house clean. I shrug off my coat and realize I'm shaking. I walk towards a shirt discarded on the floor, and follow the sweaters and other shirt that I don't recognize as my own. My heart is pounding as I walk towards a bedroom we share. I slowly open the door, and feel arrows through my heart as you kiss her. You put your hands i

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animemama12

Oct 20, 2014

Landfill

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This is torturous Electricity between the both of us And this is dangerous Cause I want you so much But I hate your guts... I hate youDaughter

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animemama12

Jan 1, 2013

For New Years...

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For new years All I want Is to have you For today For tomorrow Forever. I love you Has never Felt so right And when I say it to you It makes me feel complete To hear it back To Feel it in my heart And know it's not a lie. This is for you My prince My love My boyfriend <3

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animemama12

Nov 16, 2012

sigh...

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Tell me you're the prince I imagined, not the one in the story books, but the one who would never hurt me, who wouldn't lie when all he had to do is say goodbye. Remember that you love me, and that I have always loved you, and that this hasn't changed how I feel, but how I think. Think about the future, think about proving yourself, if you love me like you say, than you should be able to wait, right? If you care for me than you should understand.. right?